Chit-chat

first post

hmm...blogging goes agianst all my values but i see myself blogging so i guess im changing...

what if you wake up one day to find that...
you can no longer feel like you used to...
like a wandering soul that stumbled upon the human realm...
ok, im just crapping, pls ignore that.

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damn... i woke up this morning and like, started dreaming, with my eyes OPEN.
dunno how i did it so it was kinda freaky.
I was like, looking around my room while having a dream about dismembered bodies...
I have very weird dreams, yes i noe. so i was like, omg...this has to be a dream,
which it obviously was.


I feel this feeling, that is trying to burst out of me...
i want to express it but dunno how to.

1. tried painting it (useless)
2. tried playing piano (useless)
3. tried talking to my frens (useless)

so i eventually gave up and its whats making me write such a crappy first post now

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Fren came over to "study"
ended up playing 3 hours xbox and 3 hours table tennis with half hour work completed.

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"...let your feelings wash your mind, let your heart roam on its own, for it is
by losing yourself, that you find out who you truly are..." - unknown author

8:00 AM